I understand your situation as I'm in the same with LiveScope. Thinking back over my life it's been 50 years from first paycheck to retirement. Tried to live within my means (mostly). Fortunately, my current wife talked me into putting some money in the stock market years ago. Through 1/2 education and 1/2 being it the right place at the right time, I did OK. When the money comes that way, you have a different attitude about spending it than if someone just gave it to you. I remember one event earlier in my life that stuck with me. Was at work and customer comes in and talks with lady I was working with. They had gone to school together. Just came from doctor and was told he had inoperative cancer. Maybe 6 months to live. Worked 14-16 hours a day 7 days a week all his life. I knew he had sold a small part of his business the previous week for 4.2 million cash. Told Fran that all the money he had was useless to him now. He wished he taken the time to enjoy life more.
Mikey