Congratulations brother you've got the first big step out of the way. I don't know anything much about you... but I know for a FACT
you have positioned yourself just right for a miracle to happen in your life.
You've already said you can't do it alone... thanks for sharing your need with us and confiding in us to give you some support... but have
you considered turning your life over to Someone who can deliver you from ANYTHING??? You are by no means alone. He is always knocking
at the door of your heart... all you have to do is open the door and let Him in... He promises to lift you up like nothing or no one else can.
May God place His hand on you my brother and let you know that He is ALWAYS there for you. AMEN.
"Just Like Iron Sharpens Iron... So it is that One Man Sharpens Another Man." Proverbs 27:17