Hey man, sorry to hear that this addiction has its control over you. I have a cousin who has battled drugs so long he has lost everythign because of it. DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU!!!!!!!! Take control of your life. We are all where we are in life due to the decisions we've made in our life up to now. Who you will be in the future depends on the decisions you make today. As others have said, Jesus is the answer to whatever problem we experience in life. None of us deserve or are worthy of the love He shows us, but He offers His love and grace to us because He loves us. Please PM any of us if that would be more comfortable to you to talk about things. I am praying for you.
Mike

Take a kid outdoors!