Know what you mean. been killing deer my whole adult life and last decade or two been several deer a year to supply family and friends meat. Even killed my biggest just a couple of years ago tho I had no idea it was a monster. couldn't see it's rack was just shooting another deer for my son to process. But you change as you get older and I'll be 74 this july. Didn't even bother going out this last year as my son and his crew have finally listened to me and learned and did a great job of going farther into the woods than most and killed several nice bucks and bunch o does. So I stayed at my cabin and went to the lake instead and was whacking the crappie and cooking them up for them. so they didn't need Pops to be the main gun anymore and I was fine with that. Proud that my son and his buds are carrying on the tradition. Have a big family and they love the venison my son processes.