Well Sir, I feel like maybe you have been dealt a hand requiring some attitude reinforcement. I don't imagine anyone knows exactly how they would react
to such adversity, but I will tip my hat to you and simply say........."Hang in there". We have to recognize our blessings anywhere we can find 'em.
My hope is that you continue to be a survivor and overcome the adversity in your life. Lookin' forward to better times and fruitful fishin' trips. Tight lines.