As someone who just lost there mom a month ago I understand the pain you are going through , take comfort in Samuel 2-12 In that passage David talks about going to be with his child that was lost. Not just any child but that very one that he had lost, my point is you will see your mother again but in a new glorified body with no earthly decay with all the earthly saints & of course Jesus shinning his light on all of them.

God bless you my friend....Jay